September 2009
1 post
slow day
lol if only i never lost my license.
August 2009
1 post
i'll take care of you :]
July 2009
10 posts
6426.) I will always love you. I will never...
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6460.) Your hugs are like an energy drink but...
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I'm just a simple man, simple plans, I go to work, take care of fam, I'm sure you understand Because you're heaven sent, independent, Do you think you need me? I think I need you girl, baby can't you see? But I know very well Gentlemen don't kiss and tell And I promise I won't tell the world If you say you want to be my girl In your words.. Ooh¦ ohh no no.. Cards on the table Willing and able...
i dont want to heal. i dont want to be happy...
5263.) bean, i wish there was some way you could...
you were the best thing that happened to me.
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hey you were right about everything. im sorry you...
i am truly sorry for all the things i said. i will always love you.
i hope you heal quickly and find happiness in your life.
girl i really need you in my life
but i do love you. i love you with all my heart and i would never trade you for the world. with you in my life nothing seems to matter. all the crap that goes on in the world just disappers. you mean so much to me and my feelings for you are so real.
you’re really special to me. i dont want to lose you
June 2009
16 posts
but hey
i love you
damn
i thought we had something special. i thought you’re feelings for me were stronger than that. to just diminish so quickly as if you’ve never had any feelings for me before.
hey girl. i love you too
i cant stop thinking about you and the times we’ll have together. it feels so wrong not being able to talk to you whenevers. lol be strong. i believe in you
hey girl
i love you. i dont say it enough
2970.) I miss reading your I love you's. I really...
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2717.) I am scared that you one day you will...
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2760.) I've accepted that I'll never love anyone...
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i wish
i hope you get this message
i wish you were still around so i can show you how much i’ve grown. i wish you were still around so i could show you the girl the stole my heart. i wish you’d be around for my graduation, marriage, and be there for my kids the way you’ve been there for my brothers and i.i wish you’d be around so i can tell you how much i love you…to say...
aw
dang girl, you promised we’d talk today, but i guess you’ll be too tired to do so. i just miss you so much. its okay though. i cant imagin how tired you must be. have a good nights rest :]
you're the best
thanks for listening to me last night dispite you being tired. it really meant a lot.
you dont have to open up all at once. little by little is perfectly fine. i’ll always be here for you. i’ll try my best to change, so please bare with me till then
just watch…imma get my pants back. i hate wearing the skirt >:[ lol
1813.) I wish you could just realize how much you...
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1850.) you are my life,now.
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1861.) I wish you would tell me exactly how you...
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hey
if who i am right now can’t make you happy than i’ll try my best to change myself in order to do so. i cant lose you…you’re too important
wow
i cant get over how stupid i’ve been with you. good job with sticking with me till this point. i’ll be better.
ps. the pictures really do suck. i only like the second and the second to the last picture you sent me.
Friends come and go, but the time spent with the...
May 2009
6 posts
you’re so beautiful and i’ll always love you :].
...i am not a turtle project dork :[.
TURTLE PROJECT FINISHED!
April 2009
2 posts
The Longest Time - Billy Joel
haha i listened to...
March 2009
16 posts
keeps me going
i dont want to think about what might not happen. Knowing what i might have with you is the only thing that keeps me going. please dont take that away from me. haha im okay with being ignorant.
...crap.
i totally gained 5 pounds :[. i need to start working harder.
i miss talking to you :[.
when did i become so weak?
what happened to the me who used to deal with his own crap and drink his problems away? i didnt realize how much i changed until i looked myself in the mirror this morning. haha i have never seen myself in such a sorry state that has now become…super dependent.
i do not like what i have become.
…lol dang im so emo right now. well it always helps to write :D.
dang
the minute im satisfied with the way i look is the minute i start gaining everything back…oh darn. lol why does it have to be so hard?! whatevers…back to square one…I HATE THIS! lol
i love you :]
hey we're cool right?
there are still a grip of things i want to do with you. ranging from taking you out to lunch, watching a horror movie, to things we agreed to talk about in a good 3-4 years. its not much but hey its something i strongly look forward to. lol so bare with me until then yeah? :]
damn
now i have to go through the whole day feeling like crap.
it's okay to be scared.
i’ll always be here for you. lol we can get through anything right?HELLZ YEAH WE CAN! :D. so dont even worry. i love you :]
Diet
So its going pretty well in terms of eating…but im seriously lacking in terms of physical activity. dang i cant force myself to do YOGA! BUT HEY!!! I GET THE PRIZE! lol i just checked my weight and im like 147ish lol :D.
HEY i love you :]
Scrubs!
my gosh. im totally in love with scrubs. i stayed up till 2-3am watching it….i guess its a huge reason why i totally fell asleep this morning. im really sorry btw. anyways i think you should watch it :D. lol